Hello. I understand how you feel. I was diagnosed with PCOS shortly after marring my husband. We have been married for almost 4 years now and have been wanting to start a family. I have tried 6 months of CLOMID and am now onto IUI cycles with Injectable hormones. We are hoping this works. We are getting very tired of trying and always getting our hopes up for nothing. He tries to be supportive, but I don't really think he understands all of PCOS. CLOMID made me very moody while on it, and it does increase your chances of cancer. Hope everything works out for you!